I grow up with a mother struggling to complete her education & support me…she didnt think I needed more, but I did..I needed someone asking me about my day & really listening to me..I had my older aunt for that.. she treated me like her own daughter..taking me everywhere along with her kids…I practically lived at her house most of my childhood…when I wanted to marry my sweetheart she was the one who stood by me & talk to the family..then when I had rough times in my marriage..she told me to keep holding one to it & put my family first always….then after giving me this advice she died a week later of cancer…. 
that was 3 years ago,& I still cry most of the time without any reason..she didnt see any of my girls.. I wish she did.. I miss her soooo much….
I had so much drama in my life & sometimes I miss talking to her… or crying at her shoulders…I wanna say this to her:
I love you with all my heart… missing you always …
